I pissed off some teen age kid at a table I was serving.
Me:I'm sorry, I'll be back with the right plate
*as I turn to walk away*
Him:*talking to his friends* he's probably a homo, he's too distraught.
*i turn back to the table*
Me:you know, you shouldn't talk about the dude who's about to serve your food, right beside him. Also, learn the definition of homo, it's a root word that means, "man" in which yes I am a man, more of one than you will ever dream to be. So if you're intentions were referring to me being a homoSEXUAL as in MAN-sexual, which I am, then use a correct form of it. Now, sit there little boy, while this gay man goes to get your food for you.
You know what sucks? I'm the type of person where, if at one point in my life, I cared about you, I always will. No matter how much shit you put me through or how much I hate you, I'll always care about you. Sometimes I wish I wasn't so nice and could actually not care for once.
Dear 2011, The year is never what I expect it to be. I have all these goals, all these accomplishments and in the end I can’t get anywhere. I mean yes, baby steps they matter a lot. Baby steps takes us to the big goal in front of us. And yet I feel like the baby steps that I took was in the wrong direction. 2011 of course I’ll never forget you. I strayed off my path and walked into the unknown woods. I can’t say I’ll regret it but in a sense I miss that adrenaline pumping, I miss the rush, I miss the anticipation of the next turn. I wish my life was built on that momentum. I wish as much as I didn’t take a turn into that forest and found myself in new places. But I guess that was the point. Even now I’m trying really hard to not regret it as I’m starting to realize it wasn’t a huge deal. Things of that nature never seem as important because it was in the moment. The person didn’t even matter yet it’s strange I kind of miss that kind of care. I lost some important people along the way. I grew apart from the few souls that I loved the most. I learned that it was okay to do this and that.
And now for 2012 first off I know I’m going to make it amazing - last year in high school. Start off college. But I also know your going to bring a lot of pain, a lot of goodbyes, a lot of letting go, a lot of other nostalgic things. But I can’t wait because I’ll make it one way or another. <3
If like a friend is need I’ll be there so that they can tell me what’s up and what happened. I like how people can be open and trust me with what their saying. It makes me feel good that they can be open and comfortable around me.
Me:Yeah I do, send me a friend request and I'll put you in my top 40!
Person:Do you have a facebook?
Me:Yeah totally, send me a friend request and I'll add you as my sister!
Person:Do you have a tumblr?
Me:What tumblr, what is a tumblr, of course not why would i have a tumblr ive never even heard of a tumblr thats a stupid name tumblr god who do you think i am that sounds stupid i wouldnt join i hear its for socially disabled people plus it gives you viruses yeah i read that in an article dont join tumblr seriously youll hate it i know people who have it who say that their computer crashes as soon as they log in okay do you hear me dont join tumblr i dont have a tumblr, okay???